It's been a rough few weeks, but I've almost recovered. Henry's gotten into the habit of having a few 2-3 oz snacks during the day, and then bellying up to me for the all-night buffet. I guess it's good that I don't have to stress about pumping a ton of milk for him, but the sleep deprivation reached epic proportions in the last couple of weeks.
I got into that horrible trap of failing to keep up with everything, and then trying to prioritize and cut myself some slack, and then realizing that the things I put off really had to be done to meet basic levels of sanitation. And so I found my self scrubbing the shower at 6:30 AM because I couldn't stand the thought of exposing an overnight guest (asleep in the next room) to three months of shower funk. I shouldn't have been surprised when the tiredness and sinus headaches I attempted to ignore earlier in the week morphed into a raging ear infection. The good news is that while both ears were infected, only one eardrum burst. Yay.
I think I'm back on track now, thanks to lots of help from family and friends. I even had some baby-free time to work on the dress for Ben's wedding over the weekend. It's a frankenstein dress, with the top from the Cloud Dress (V2960) attached to a flared eight gore skirt with some nifty seaming that makes a kind of inverted pleat effect (V7910-A). There will be pictures of an actual sewing project soon!
Monday, September 28, 2009
I'm still here
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I have been there and back, it does get better.
Take care of yourself...
Hi Jenny! Thank you for blogging :) My maternity leave is almost over and I have TONS of anxiety about it. How are you handling the overnight feeds? My lactation consultant advised i learn to nurse her lying down, which I've only just recently been able to do since she's bigger and can latch on her own pretty much. This often leads to sleeping together in the early AM, but I am more functional the rest of the day.
Hope you are well and take care of yourself...And keep blogging since finding other working, nursing mothers is pretty hard to do!
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